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Sonaakshi's avatar

This story is incredible! It’s both humorous and insightful. You've wonderfully captured the essence of making that journey from a clueless teenager to experiencing more clarity and valuable lessons in life.

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Vajramonkey's avatar

Thank you. 🙏

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Leon Brown, Jr.'s avatar

Fascinating! Thank you for sharing

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Holly's avatar

Fascinating. All of it. Keep writing - you are an excellent writer!

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Nancy F's avatar

The best part of sesshin is sleeping not sleeping. But I love sitting. I was at page street city center in the early 70s. The little Berkeley Zendo until recently.

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Vajramonkey's avatar

How nice! You must've encountered Ed a bit over the years. I briefly visited Green Gulch when I lived in Santa Cruz and popped into SF Area. You were there during the Baker Roshi years.

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Stephen Bero's avatar

More karmic connection between you and me, brother: I've sat sesshin at ZMM.🧘🏻‍♂️

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Vajramonkey's avatar

Oh wow. Small world! When was that? The jewel net of Indra at work again.

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Stephen Bero's avatar

1999

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Reuben Salsa's avatar

That was great! Loved the remarks you made to the teacher! And love their repkies! Great storytelling!

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Vajramonkey's avatar

🙏

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Rose Rodriguez's avatar

This sounds down right unhealthy. I don’t think meditation should be that physically grueling. Comfort is not a crime. Learning can happen in a more forgiving and comfortable environment. No one should have to sit for more than an hour at a time; not good for circulatory system.

I do enjoy your writing though.

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